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One Grain of Rice Feeds a Hundred Different People

Joyfully Running the Race on the Path of Ministry

There is a well-known Chinese saying: “One grain of rice feeds a hundred different people.” God truly created us in countless different ways, each one unique and special. As we face life’s many twists and turns—setbacks, successes, and challenges—each of us responds differently. In ministry, some may get hurt, stumble, leave, or lose heart. Yet others grow stronger through adversity; some are drained and exhausted, while others seem to gain more strength the further they go.

Every year, SOWIM holds an annual banquet on the eve of Thanksgiving. At this gathering, we have the opportunity to personally thank our brothers and sisters, share fellowship and mutual prayer, and update everyone on the progress and future plans of the ministry. However, the pandemic changed the rhythm of our lives. With in-person gatherings suspended, SOWIM also faced a great test.

Thus, on December 12, 2020, the Psalms Launch and Ministry Sharing Livestream became another “first” for SOWIM!

With faith and courage from God, we diligently prepared in advance—coordinating with ministry partners around the world, gathering live footage, and accelerating filming and editing work in the U.S. Amidst a tight production schedule, SOWIM faced several puzzling technical challenges. Yet, our God is the one who turns obstacles into grace!

Through this livestream, God brought together three brothers—Ming-Ching Cheng, Chia-Tung Chen, and Raymond—who became the behind-the-scenes heroes of the broadcast. Because the three of them were standing by online throughout the event, we were able to successfully present this livestream celebration.

This time, we had the privilege of conducting an in-depth interview with Brother Raymond, inviting him to share about his joyful journey of running the race in ministry.

Answering God’s Call

Brother Raymond described himself as a die-hard skeptic before he came to know the Lord. But at the age of 42, God heard his prayer and granted him a miraculous healing—after that, this once-stubborn man could no longer stay stubborn. He humbly turned to the Lord and began walking the path of ministry, serving in various roles at church as a worship team guitarist, sound technician, and deacon.

On December 12, 2009, God called his wife Susan (yes, our very own Pastor Meng!) to begin the ministry of creating multimedia Bible study materials. What a daunting, seemingly impossible task—something completely new, vast in scope, and filled with challenges. How many people, when faced with such a divine calling, are willing to step up and respond with courage? Both Susan and Raymond’s hands went up.

When the calling was so clear and evidently from God, Raymond said he immediately resolved to be his wife’s steadfast supporter, committing wholeheartedly to back this ministry. And so, the two of them began this journey—without pay, without rest, laboring day and night, step by step. Even to this day, they continue to obey God’s call and press on, upheld by the grace of the Lord.

The Principal Who Also Rings the Bell

In the early days of the ministry, every task—big or small—had to be done. To help more people get to know SOWIM, Pastor Susan made countless plans and efforts, and Brother Raymond was the solid support and supply station behind it all. Monthly videos? Sure! Raymond shouldered the camera and tripod and followed Susan out to shoot on location. From the hillside behind their home to the 85°C café in Irvine, the couple left their footprints filming videos wherever they could. Naturally, post-production and video editing were also done entirely by Brother Raymond before uploading them online.

In addition, Pastor Susan was often invited to preach at various churches in Southern California or to teach Sunday School using SOWIM materials. Want to turn these sermons and lessons into videos so more people can learn about SOWIM? No problem! Raymond kept hauling around two cameras and two tripods, filming on-site, editing behind the scenes, and publishing the videos to the website and social media platforms.

On weekends, whether filming on location or attending speaking engagements at churches, the couple seized every opportunity to let more people know about SOWIM. They frequently set up booths at churches and conferences to promote and introduce the materials. Hauling heavy equipment—cameras, tripods, projectors, monitors, and stacks of resources—sometimes for three-day or four-day events, they would return home late every night. As for how many places and how many times they’ve done this, Raymond said he’s long since lost count.

For five years before SOWIM hired its first full-time coworker, Brother Raymond was also in charge of maintaining and updating the website and Facebook page daily in both English and Chinese. For seven consecutive years after SOWIM was founded, he accompanied Susan on mission trips to Taiwan, handling photography, filming, and video editing. Occasionally, he even shared his testimony with students at the English Bible camps during these trips. Many of the video segments featured in SOWIM’s Bible study materials—such as the Scholars’ Commentaries—also bear Brother Raymond’s signature presence behind the camera.

A Trial Allowed by God

Since the founding of SOWIM, the ministry has been wholeheartedly supported by Raymond and his wife. They gave their time, money, energy, and lives fully to the work of God.

However, in 2013, SOWIM faced a serious financial crisis. The bank account was running low, and there was no funding for video production. Often, they had to transfer money from their own retirement savings into SOWIM’s account to help ease the situation. In response, Raymond and Susan made a bold decision: from the beginning of 2014 to the end of 2016—three full years—they would not buy any new clothes, bags, shoes, cameras, or electronics. They resolved to give every penny they could save to SOWIM, so the ministry could continue creating Bible study materials. Remaining faithful to God’s calling has always been their top priority in every decision they make.

After those three years, SOWIM’s finances suddenly improved. God moved the hearts of more brothers and sisters to become SOWIM Warriors, and He miraculously led the ministry through the financial storm. Through this experience, Raymond deeply realized: when the work is truly from God, He will surely provide abundantly and guide clearly!

A Secret to Joyfully Running the Race

On the journey of ministry, it’s true that we will encounter setbacks and wounds. Sometimes these don’t happen directly to us, but we often witness or hear of fellow believers stepping away from their posts, leaving church, or even turning away from God after pouring their hearts and energy into service.

Seeing all that Raymond and Susan have voluntarily done for SOWIM, no one can deny the hard work along the way. Every tear, every drop of sweat, and every hour spent is deeply etched into their story. Yet Raymond says he has rarely ever doubted. Occasionally, relational issues may bring discouragement, but he shares, “My eyes are fixed on that day when I will stand before God, and I want Him to be proud of me. I focus on pleasing Him, obeying my heavenly Father—everything I do, I do willingly and joyfully.”

If you’ve ever felt like giving up… here is a word of encouragement for you: in John 12:26, Jesus says, “Whoever serves me, the Father will honor.” What an astounding honor—that we can be esteemed by our Heavenly Father! Brother Raymond says ministry is all about advancing God’s kingdom and bringing joy to God. That’s why he serves willingly, without complaint, and doesn’t feel tired.

At SOWIM, “serving God” is not just an abstract concept—it’s a real, tangible experience. It enables believers to learn Scripture in vivid and engaging ways, and it leads those who haven’t yet believed to encounter the gospel. Raymond says that every time someone comes to Christ after watching SOWIM’s Bible study materials, every time someone is baptized, or when he sees hundreds of students raising their hands to receive Jesus at mission camps, he feels great joy. In those moments, all the effort and time feel entirely worthwhile.

In this light, everyone involved in SOWIM—whether behind the scenes or in front of the camera, whether using the resources or helping to create them, whether giving or receiving—shares in God’s grace and glory together.

SOWIM’s 11th Anniversary Livestream: 12/12/202

For this livestream event, Brother Raymond admitted that he was under immense pressure. On the one hand, collecting footage from various locations took a lot of time. On the other hand, the broadcasting deadline was fast approaching, which meant post-production time kept getting squeezed. He ended up working into the early hours of the morning on the day of the livestream—exhausted but also excited and anxious for the 4 PM broadcast.

Since the livestream wasn’t pre-uploaded to YouTube, getting the correct video link into the hands of viewers posed a serious challenge for the SOWIM team. Thankfully, Brother Ming-Ching, who had extensive livestream experience, came to the rescue. He shared insider techniques that only seasoned professionals know and walked Raymond and Brother Chia-Tung through several dry runs. On the day of the event, Brother Ming-Ching handled the primary stream, Brother Chia-Tung was the second line of support, and Brother Raymond served as the third-level backup. This three-tier safety system ensured that if any technical issues occurred, someone could immediately take over the stream.

Praise God! Through the skillful hands of these three faithful warriors, SOWIM’s first-ever livestream—celebrating its 11th anniversary and the launch of the Psalms study—was successfully completed.

This livestream experience vividly illustrated why God designed us to be members of one body. Flying solo may seem fast and freeing, but you can’t go far alone. In ministry, because of Christ, we can complement one another’s strengths and cover each other’s weaknesses. We are called to be true family—especially in times of need, when family is the first to reach out and help. Through the behind-the-scenes labor of these three brothers, we clearly saw how God causes all things to work together for good for those who love Him.

 

 

By now, you might be thinking that Brother Raymond must be retired to have the time for all of this, right? In fact, he’s a full-time engineer with a very busy schedule. All of these countless tasks are done in the evenings after work and on weekends. When he goes on mission trips to Taiwan, he even uses his vacation time to take two weeks off from work.

So what kind of mindset allows someone to joyfully run the race of ministry without growing weary? Is it because the path of service is always smooth, filled with never-ending grace and ease? Or is it because of a heart that is not only strong—but also born with a willingness to suffer for the sake of the Kingdom?

播種國際事工自從2009年成立以來,在全世界38個國家都有教會或宣教禾場在使用播種國際事工出版的多媒體查經教材和影片。 從2021年起我們將所有播種已經發行的查經影片都公開在Youtube 播種官方頻道,使神的話語可以 跨越國界,傳得更遠更廣。
2022年我們的製作團隊再一次回到耶路撒冷,拍攝《歷代志門訓生命查經》影片。出發前我已經開始撰寫歷代志門訓生命查經的教材,播種的林紫薇導演也已經用了大約兩年的時間籌備《歷代志門訓生命查經》的製作。拍攝初期雖然我們躲不過寒風細雨的冷凛,但是太陽一天一天愈發耀眼、野地的花也綻放得繽紛燦爛,我和導演團隊還受到以色列政府的免費招待, 住進了耶路撒冷最具歷史的旅館。原來神慈愛的眼目一直眷顧著我們,祂大能的手一路恩待我們。在拍攝的全程每一天都有恩典,每一步都是見證。正如詩篇122:6 所説:”你們要為耶路撒冷求平安!耶路撒冷啊,愛你的人必然興旺!”
我非常興奮的期待在2022年底與大家分享《歷代志門訓生命查經系列》。十二年來許多播種的好同工和我一步一腳印、忠心地走在主呼召我們來播種的道路上。無論是順境或逆境,神的同在和祂信實的帶領及供應從未間斷,每一部查經書籍和影片的完成都有神奇妙作為的腳印和恩典的記號。我內心對神的恩典和祂大能的扶持有很深刻的體會和感恩。
還記得在2009年12月12日早晨靈修的時候,我禱告完正要開始讀經,才剛坐在椅子上,忽然間領受到一個從上頭而來,好像是穿過天花板,垂直而下烙在我意念裡的聲音,說:「Susan,妳要起來再繼續製作多媒體形式的查經教材!」當天我和師丈 Raymond為這個突如其來的「領受,」我們有很多顧慮。經過一整天的討論之後,當晚我們回應主説:「千萬不要叫我們做這個多媒體的查經教材!服事的路很廣,無論用甚麼其他方式來服事祢,我們都可以接受。」
就事實而論,我能為神做什麼事是神不會的呢?我能夠拿什麼獻給神是神沒有的呢?偉大的神,居然向我這渺小的人發出邀請來與祂同工,這是何等的恩典!當時心中害怕的我,竟然愚昧地躱避神。感謝神,因著祂的慈愛憐憫,祂並沒有就此放棄我。(Insert the image of 2022-05 播種每月電子報Chronicles Fundraising photo graphic with scripture.)
隔週在12月16日早晨我讀完靈修的經文,正要默想經文的時候,突然從我裡面有一個微小的聲音浮上胸口,問我說:「Susan,妳愛我嗎?」當時我愣住了,不知如何回答丶也不敢回應。因為我知道我下了決定不要做多媒體查經教材的事工,但是那微小的聲音又再一次問我:「Susan,妳愛我嗎?」這次聖靈還接著說:「妳在敬拜的時候,唱歌很大聲喔! 妳掏心掏肺的對我說,妳的生命氣息是為我,每一個腳步都是為我,那妳真的愛我嗎?」當我被聖靈三次問到「妳愛我嗎?」我內心裡覺得羞愧萬分,不住的流淚!
我以為我是個真心誠意的愛主,又獻身給主來全時間服事,可是一旦主的呼召令我害怕環境、又懼怕人的時候,我就給自己找一個看似理由充足的藉口選擇逃避。我看見了自己的軟弱、不配和小信。於是我帶著眼淚向主懺悔,請求祂的原諒。我向主說,「主啊! 祢知道我愛祢,求祢幫助我愛祢更深。這事既然是出於祢的呼召,我願意順服全力以赴,但恐怕我的力量太小, I only have little strength. 」我在禱告中的最後一句話「I only have little strength」不再是起初的推諉,而是向主真實的告白。(Insert Susan Photo -3 praying in the church)
誰會知道隔天星期四早晨靈修的經文包括了啟示錄第三章,當我讀到啟示錄三章8節,聖經記載著耶穌親口說:「I know that you have little strength.」我不敢相信耶穌對非拉鐵非教會所說的這句話,竟然與我前一天向主悔改認罪時在禱告中所說的一樣! 實在是太不可思議了!昨天我才坦承 I only have little strength, 今天主耶穌就告訴我祂知道。原來在一切都沒有發生之前,主早就知道所有關於我內心最深處的痛和我的有限。這一句, I know that I have little strength傳遞了神無所不知又溫柔無比的父愛。祂在告訴我:祂瞭解我、認識我,祂也完全接納我一切的軟弱和不足。耶穌如此細膩地體會我的心境,使我深深地被震撼,當下放聲嚎啕大哭。祂並不要求我甚麼,因為祂本來就知道我的力量是不夠的;可是祂看重的是「遵守祂的道,不棄絕祂的名。」此刻我才明白,主耶穌向我發出呼召是因為祂看重一顆堅守主道、忠心到底的心志。
主耶穌在這段經文中還給了我一個關鍵的應許,祂説:「看哪!我在你面前給你一個敞開的門,是無人能關的。」神的旨意沒有人能攔阻,神開啟的門也沒有人能關!耶穌將大使命託付給每一位基督徒,要我們將神的真理和救恩傳給萬國萬民,直到地極。雖然我沒有力量,我和師丈也不知道前面的路要怎麼走;但是我們清楚知道這個事工是神要我們去做的,因此我們唯一該做的就是放下自己的想法,全心順服神的呼召。只要神開了門,我們就勇敢忠心的向前走。當我在以色列看到年輕人,只要到了年齡、無論男女人人都要接收軍事訓練實槍實彈地上戰場,我們既然是基督徒,作神國的百姓,我們豈不更應當以基督為元帥,每天穿上屬靈的軍裝來贏得這一場屬靈爭戰的勝利嗎?(Insert Susan photo-3 with Israeli soldiers)
我和師丈並沒有資源也沒有人脈,凡事只能向主求。就包括我甚至不知道要給這個事工取什麼名字的時侯,聖靈立即感動我在約翰福音四章14節看到耶穌對撒瑪利亞井旁的婦人說:「凡喝這(井𥚃)水的還要再渴;人若喝我所賜的水就永遠不渴。我所賜的水要在他裡頭成為泉源,直湧到永生。」耶穌來到世上就是要把生命的活水賜給每個人,唯有耶穌所賜的水,才是生命的泉源,使人永遠得到滿足。「泉源」在NIV英文聖經的翻譯就是 “Spring of Water.” 於是我領悟到神要興起這個多媒體查經教材的事工,是因為祂要我們把神話語的活水分享給世上的人。不分文化、種族、語言和國界,神要給世人的恩典就是人人都能得到有一股生命力像源源不絕的泉源,一直湧流到永生。所以這個多媒體查經教材事工的名字就是Spring of Water International Ministries。(Insert SOWIM Logo)
因為我是住在美國的華人,而華人的足跡遍滿全球各地,因此我接著在禱告中向主求問,請祂也給這個事工取一個中文的名字。聖靈輕鬆的點醒我,讓我把 Spring of Water這三個字寫在一張紙上,並且問我在這三個字當中我看到什麼? 我回答說,我看到這三個字的第一個英文字母分別是S, O, W。此時我驚然發現這個英文字母在中文裡的動詞意思就是「播種」。頓時我的心充滿了興奮和驚喜!神給我們的中文名字是「播種國際事工」。原來神的話不但是活水,也是一粒粒的種子,要種在人們的心田裡。神的真理和慈愛會使人空虛又被轄制的心靈能夠得著飽足。耶穌也親口說:「我就是生命的糧。到我這裡來的,必定不餓;信我的,永遠不渴。」(約翰福音6:35) 神就這樣奇妙地藉著事工的名字,啟示了神在這個世代要使用多媒體的聖經教材,祝福萬國萬民蒙恩得救的心意。
接著有兩次在禱告中,神都讓我看到聖靈環繞著地球像風在吹動,一套套的播種教材如種籽隨著聖靈的風飄落在世界各地,種在人們的心田裡。《以賽亞書》五十五章10-11節說:「雨雪從天而降,並不返回,卻滋潤地土,使地上發芽結實,使撒種的有種,使要吃的有糧。我口所出的話也必如此,決不徒然返回,卻要成就我所喜悅的,在我命定的事上必然亨通。」這是神給世人永不改變的祝福。神在現今的時代使用「播種」與神同工,呼召「播種」加入大使命,與神的兒女們共同來完成祂永恆的旨意。(Insert Susan Photo -4 Chronicles team)
正如耶路撒冷承載著許多淚水、爭戰、流血、衝突,但她紀錄了神聖偉大的歷史,今天人們的生命也常在現實與信仰間激烈的掙扎。而愛我們的神仍然繼續在使用我們並不完美的故事去作祂恩典的見證。在世界的紛亂裡,您要專注在神永恆不改變的計劃。我邀請您為《歷代志門訓生命查經》的影片和教材製作代禱和奉獻,藉著帶領人認識神的話語,我們一起將基督的救恩傳遍地極。神不在乎我們微不足道,只要我們「遵行祂的道,不棄絕祂的名。」神必照祂在聖經上的應許, 用百般的祝福回應您殷勤的代禱和慷慨的奉獻。加油!願您和播種一起成為神給這個世代的祝福!
神已經給播種國際事工敞開一個門,把祂的話語傳給萬國萬民。我誠懇地邀請您一起來「播種」-「使撒種的有種,使要吃的有糧!」(以賽亞書55:10)。您和我能服侍這位永遠活著,滿有慈愛、尊貴全能的神,是一個榮耀的使命,也將是我們這一生最蒙恩典的祝福、最有智慧的抉擇!(Create a slogan graphic with Bobo Seed guy)
孟蘇倫撰寫於
美國加州 2022-04-27
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